Its like coming home.

I am sooo tired!!! I was at Rachel’s place watching so many crap movies till 12. Ok, we didn’t get to finish the movies. We watched abit of this and that. I chose Jersey Girl.I mean, i want to watch something funny and romantic and all those but it turned out to be fucking depressed. I mean, seriously, he hit Boom Boom Pow to the max man. Feel so sorry for him. but otherwise, its a good movie, it shows there’s more to life and those thole wise man saying.

Rachel, on the other hand, want to watch 18 year old virgin. Totally obscene and so not Rachel. It was very awkward because we were going to watch it at her house and what if her mom would want to watch along with us. What if…

In the end, we watch J.G, 18 Yr. V. , In her Shoes and i didn’t get to finish it cos i need to go home.. zzz..

But noooo, i went to Hariz’s place and stayed till 6 am watching movies, catching up, being all crazy, being ‘the person’ i thought i would had lost. But its all good.

Just came back from lunch with Ann Lau and Rachel. ‘F’ was there… 🙂 but it was good to have a dude around who would understand things and all..

‘why you look at me?’ Ann asked…  <—- SO WTF RIGHT?!?!?!??!!

anyways, it was good to share shits at Cheezbox and tada.. i am home..

Tonight will be awesome, UBD and all 🙂

TUT TUT!!!!

just another day, but a different night.

Things are pretty slow nowadays. Brunei is pouring. Heavily!!!

I lim teh-ed with Rachel and Betty just few hours ago. Deep conversations we had. Surprisingly, she was the Oprah and i am the one listening to what she got to say.

We finished earlier than i had expected. So from 2.30am, i took advantage of following Rachel to send Betty home and all. Ok, that wasn’t the main idea but i was worried about a tiny woman driving all the way, the far end of life, Bengkurong.

After that, i escorted Rachel home to make sure she is back home all safe and shit, then i slowly drove back home.

So yeah, take advantage of the rain, drive slow, and then… I SWEAR, December is never a good month. It sucks so much for me. One, ok… me being single and all those shizzle, two, last year, my accident and all those fucked up thing, three, its one moneth closer to my birthday.

Just an hour ago, i witnessed an accident, and i swear, if i thanked God i was alive then, this dude should not just thank but do something more extreme man!!!! His car was wrecked!!!! and he didn’t even have a scar, he wasn’t bleeding. And worst of all, not just that the front and back of his car was wrecked, not only his car spun 360-720 degrees BUT HIS AIR BAGS DID NOT WORK AT ALL!!!!!! and he managed to walked out, carry an umbrella and run away from the car. His reason for running, scared the car catch fire.

Same case scenario, his license was expired, and HIS I.C TOO!!!!! anyone would simply say, GG, but when i found out, i said WTF!!! and not just that, he carried a green i.c … GG man

But everything was ok, i mean he is alive and all. So sent him back home to get cleaned up and then he would prolly be in the police station making statements and all.

So what a night huh? Seriously, what a night!!

TUT TUT!!!

waddup!!!!!!!!!

i am sooooooooo into the korean  world. well, thanks to Boys Over Flowers!!!honestly, it is not the best movie series ever, but the guys are hot, so fuck that~ its good!!! but other than that, i am really into Korean music now, the dance and the beat, oh sooo uplifting. Its really sad, i do not understand anything man! na beh!!!! arasoh?!?!?!

So last night, was the last night i get to hang out with Carrie and Freddy for the next 10 days, they go happy happy at Japan, whilst Rach and I will be here, and especially on the down point of my life???  oh well…

Anyways, it was great hanging out with Hariz and Carrie last night. We were so jobless and we got no idea where to head to.. we ended up at Seafood Restaurant and talked our way till 3 am.

It was good la.. i have been missing out on alot of shit from the UBD. Good shit too 😦

well, i really wna say this, CARRIE SUCK THAT!! ALISA ROCKS!!!!!! and not your Roger Jr. And i am going to defend the seat of champs:)

TUT TUT!!

That was history. Tomorrow is a mystery.

When you tell me relationship sucks, I am not afraid to say, it is, but there is always a good side of it. I just came out of a bad relationship, while the lady came out a looong time ago. It sucks to not know whats happening around her, it sucks to know that you are clinging to hope when that ‘hope’ didn’t even exist. It sucks pretty much, but there is always a hole where you just need to crawl and squeeze yourself out of it.

Well, just found out all that. Not a pleasant piece of news to find out especially when you need to ask for the answers. But, honestly, its better to know than not know.

So here i am, surprisingly fine, and not having to be all emo and start killing the wonderful night of others. I am better than ever, and i can swear, its good to be out of it. It wasn’t a crappy relationship to begin with, but it wasn’t right as well. Well, i thought it was the right one, i thought it would be an everlasting love, i also thought that she would be the one, but now i understand why the uncles and aunties say,’ you are still young la ah boiii!!’

i haven’t been this happy for quite a while. Well, of course, i have to learn to cope with the lonely nights with no one to talk to and also see other holding hands while mine is just grasping to my phone hoping someone else would call and kill the awkwardness and emoness.

So yes, its all good 🙂 and i swear, dear readers, if anything you need to know, have your friends and families and go to the beach man!! it might be the saddest place to go, but with the right company, it will turn out better than you know 🙂

I just got back from the beach at 3.44am, and i saw numerous shooting stars with Carrie. Love you so much babes!!!!!!!!!!! and we witnessed this UFO kinda star thing which moved in a zig-zag motion which probably scared us off the beach.

If anything, feel free to talk man!!

nights!!!!

TUT TUT!!!

midnight footy.

apparently, i am not one of those who likes to go to bed without showering after a hectic football match. Thank goodness.

I hardly spent more than 12 hours awake nowadays. Waking up at 3-4 and then go out and come back at 1-2 ish… and sleep about 3??? hahahaha i dunno..

Was spending the afternoon at Alex’s place, having a farewell and welcome gathering for Bernard, who lost 60kg in a year. You tell me how!!!

A hardcore happening party at my grandma’s celebrating both my cousins’ birthday, Venessa and Chia. Happy Belated.

Went to play football at Harun’s gym with Hariz, Nazmi, Shigs, Freddy and Mazlan while have hot girls ( Rach and Carrie) cheering for us 🙂 . Some PL kid, being a douche doing stupid stunts, pissing everyone off, NA BEH!!!!! if he’s not a kid, TOH LIAW LAAAA!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, according to my FB status, i am going to start dieting, again!!! and SHIT!!! i cannot go cook indo mee in the middle of the night and sleep with a bloated stomach.

I still miss the girl who taught me how to cook Indo Mee through the phone 😦

What a night!!!! Singing while footballing. Epic!!!!

TUT TUT!!!

like Jesus, i resurrected.

HEYHEYHEY!!!! i know alot of people from far away land, would have thought i died. Socially, i kinda did. Exams was over like ages, yet no new words appeared and i apologized for the loyal ones (if any) to keep reading Legend shiet.

I seriously thank god, or should i say ‘thanks god’ for better understanding?. yeah for Carrie, Chen, Rachel and Freddy’s return. Return to the Las Vegas of the East. Alot would say this holiday is shiet and its a bore but its not for me. I know what i had done for the past few days were all repetitive. I mean, limteh, and then limteh and more limteh, and come’on, Carrie being sick of karaoke?? that must be serious shit.

Chen came and would be gone later say in 10hrs time?? and it was amazing having to ‘suan’ and also his ignorant response to everything. Yes, we did go-kart and yes, we went to the beach and yes, i saw shooting star with carrie. so sad, star and not stars. It was seriously beautiful, lying on the surface of the rock covered by a blanket of  twinkling stars. Laughing with Azim and Ann Lee.

Carrie and Rach came back being more Ah Lian then ever. I dunno what happened to them in OZ and they did not come back empty handed. I would love to take pics of what they brought back with them, but its pretty obvious i dun bother to, at this time. Also, i got this new badass purple coloured camera.. will post it soon too.. zzzz…

Well, not forgetting the UBDians. Yeah, still hanging and still chillin. Was just at Hariz’s place takken-ing and whore-ing. His house, is blessed with Chinese now. Now beautiful is that, don’t you think? social harmony.

Just caught Zombieland. The whole movie was alright but the ‘joke’ part was awesome. I would love to just watch that bit again! its so stupid! the whole movie is stupid!!!

FYI, i still hate that bitch from Bandar who is still so reluctant to serve water to us.

FYI, i love DJ Hero.

FYI, i play gunbound. Had a cyberfest @ my place with Carrie, Chen, Freddy and Rach just last night. Spontaneous and incredible. Sleptover and had ‘breakfast’ at Jing Chu? HOW THE FUCK YOU SPELL THAT SHIT!! it was good, going back to bed with people you love and laugh at simple shit.

Jelphine is back in Brunei. Miss her soo much. Always be a sister.

Nabeh, some award-winning speech much.

anyways, i am just trying to cram 2 months into a page.

TUT TUT!!!!

LEGEND?!??!?! idk~

so, as you guys know, all the old buildings have a story!!! old house like my own got treasure mine and all those diamond shits.. kiddings.. my house used to be a farm, so many shit before it was a house!!! but still, soil not fertile one! na behs!!!

anyways, UBD has its own shit too ok!!! lies under the floors of Central Lecture Theater, the middle part of UBD, the one where ppl meet. like train station, have to go pass it to exchange class one.. ok!! underneath that lies, a tunnel!!

Now, that tunnel leads to Chancellor Hall! its a long way!! like the Main Building of UBD!  reason is that, the tunnel is suppose to save us when got bomb la or other shit!! Our sanctuary kinda shit!!! HOWEVER, that tunnel is still not yet to be found!!! i dunno lar.. if true or not!! anyways, got to go study for my HRM thing. Going to blog what happened to me the past 2 months?? 3 months?? i dunno! but alot had happened and yeah!!! pictures soon 🙂

TUT TUT!!!

white girl, so fine…

damn… people got it all wrong!! ALL WRONG!!!!!!!!

the whole idea about starting your car and have it warm up.. and then drive?? its wrong people!!! just go and google it up and it will tell you, its not making any sense UNLESS you live in a fucking cold below frezzing degree!!!! so anyways,just start your engine, and let it rest, be idle for 10 seconds.. and drive slow…. and then you will be fine:)

TUT TUT!!!!

Emo is just a word.

Aunty May brings you, Emo is Just a Word.

Aunty may might be old. But auntie knows alot.. what teenager everyday would be going through. Today, i will tell you, being emo is just a word, not a lifestyle, not something to prolong.

Kids today, very dramatic. Every decision is life or death. Everything you do, go late for movies already like dying.. but now, i am not talking about that, but breaking up.. how do you get over it, how to stand up back on your two feet and not fall and never get back up.

So, first of all, its very simple. make sure the break up is clean. so clean, there is no stains left that remind you of your ex. Do not say lets be friends.As tempting as it is, if you are still in love with your EX, and he or she doesn’t reciprocate the feelings and intensity, then you’re better off making a clean break, if not damn hurt. I call this Emo-Rehab.

Dun ever think that if you are friends, you can get back! not to say it never happen, but honestly, it seldom happens. not a chance, she break off for a reason, and that reason will stick to her like a shadow and everytime she prolly wants to think of going back with you, it will remind her what happened and why the break up.

But if you very presistence to be friends, make sure there are ground rules. So you guys must know that what happened in the past is the past and not allow any room to talk about it. make sure you both won’t be alone.

whats best is that you tell her you still care about her and then lay off.. rather than seeing her going out with people you always doubt or doing things that might displease you. Just lay it off until you are certain that there are no more feelings.. then resume the freindship, she she still thinks you’re a friend.

So, after the emo rehab, you got to do the things you should be doing. No more calls, no more late night calls, no more i miss you or i can’t sleep. Make sure you have your friends with you when you are in this phase- lost in love.

This is when you feel so lost, not knowing what to do, not knowing where you belong. You are in a pitch dark hole, not knowing where it will lead you to. You gotto remove it all. Her msn, e-mail, her facebook, freindster, tweeter, and ultimately again, her phone number. You might know it by heart, but still, knowing you have it removed, its a stepping stone.

With that, fill your time with other things. Do not allow emo-neess to come it, it eventually will find its way in, but hey, you have your friends. They would be supportive and not see you down. Take a breath. Its time to think about the future. Its time to wake up. So dun be down for too long.

Now coming to the 3rd stage (Richie/Hilton), start to spoil yourself. Be a Nicole Richie or a Paris Hilton. love yourself for who you are. Take pride in what you do and most importantly, believe that this break up is for the better. You now know, she won’t be there to control, nor will she allow you to keep calling her. Go out and have fun!!! Get things for yourself. Go for a massage, thats what i always say.

now, is you managed to get through it all, start to take charge of your own life. Be the captain of the ship and HEY, DO NOT SWIM BACK!!!!! sing a song and be happy!!!! you are your own boss now!! you are now in charge!!!! when you’re ready, get back on the market and sell yourself. 🙂

ps, sports is a good way, healthy way of getting out in a relationship 🙂

TUT TUT!!!