when she left, plants wither and die.

heyheyheyyy!!! its kinda off to start something with a sad tone, but waking up from a sleep isn’t but very happy when the sun is still down and its only 2.33 in the morning.

Walking out of the bed to pee is a dread, but getting outside to the cold dark night to smoke is a relief.

While smoking, i was playing with golden( my dog ),and seeing how the plants are all dried up and i thought to myself, my current maid isn’t much of a gardener.

Yes, i do miss my old nanny. I miss her dearly and i know nothing in this world can compare to the love she lavish upon my family. Sometimes, opening my closet full of clothes would bring a sigh in me. Thinking,’ hey, i haven’t worn this in a while and knowing she was the one who last washed it’.

You never know what you have till its gone..

The brighter side of my life is to wake up and to know Jo San is waiting for me to call to ask her out for lunch or just a ride in my Vicky. Sometimes, i just do not realize how lucky i am right now. Seeing new set of curtains in my room ( Jo picked it ), ever-growing card collection, not to say my perfumes are constantly increasing in number. I really just can’t wait to try all of them on.

My blogging life might just resume. There isn’t much happening in Brunei, but the constant news of people breaking up. So depressing.

This is one serious blog:S HAHAHAHA!! its a start.

Nights!

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~ by taka on June 1, 2010.