wish we could spend the holidays together.

the sky is the limit, thats what i always hear and Michael believes it. I really miss that man. Even though i never know him personally or have seen him, i know he is a good man. Watching his memorial last night was one of the most painful thing i have ever watched on television. Watching his family see his son walked away from their lives so soon. The Jacksons’ here today is because of Michael, the reason the world is silent for a while is because of him. The greatest black man, the greatest entertainer ever step foot. Better than anything, i am glad to know Michael is at peace.

Just like what one if the lady said at the Staples, no one is guilty until proven. And the molestations are never proven and never will be. Those mother fucking money suckers are out there to attack just because they see other people doing it too. Him, being white is never a reason for him to run away from his ethnicity.

Its just really hard to accept the fact that the one who created Billie Jean is gone, the one who perfected the moonwalk, the one who is influenced Usher, Rain, Britney, Chris Brown is no more.

I haven’t prayed for so long and the first prayer made was 3.40am when the rev prayed for Jackson and his family, knowing the king of pop is now with the king of kings. But ehh, seriously, Michael Jackson is muslim right? and why so Christian like one his funeral :S and also, i wonder if Stevie Wonder have seen Michael.

oh well, i am not feeling very happy today after watching the memorial @ CNN. its just too sad. The part where Paris Katherine Jackson came out to talk, i feel that its really fake? but its so sad that she never get the chance to see her dad perform for her and her brothers. ‘This is it’, this is really it.

Anyways, work today,Yes, i start working again. Baiduri called me again and this time, i am not doing the usual work that i have been doing for ages. NO MORE MACHINES!!!

I am now checking peoples’ temperature and make sure they have a face mask if they are coughing or sneezing:S HAHAHAHA!!! i am a nurse for Baiduri now. With gloves and a face mask. Pouring hand sanitizer and shoving thermometer.. lol!!

its pretty quiet today. Everyone have their own thing to do. Carrie is sick but she always have been.. ‘sick:P anyways, its time for me to go..

TUT TUT!!!

3 Responses to this post.

  1. Posted by carriemon on July 9, 2009 at 9:38 am

    wtf does ’sick’ mean???

    LOL!

    I’m feeling better today I guess. Sucks having to spend last few days in Brunei being sick like shit! So gaaaaaay! whateversss. omg I swollen eyes today. CIPETTTT. so emotional can? btw did you watch the part with the ‘we are the world’ performancE??? HAHAHAHAHAHA weier and I are LOLING OVER THIS GUY. so sad to be laughing during such a touching moment :|

    but yeah…

    RIP MJ <3333

  2. Posted by taka on July 9, 2009 at 2:38 pm

    HAHAHAHAHA THE DUDE WITH HUGE EYES!!!! YEAH!!! I BECAME LESS EMO WHEN HE SUDDENLY POP OUT!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!!!!! you are sick carrie :) SICK!!!!!

  3. Posted by rach on July 9, 2009 at 6:36 pm

    ooh yeah i watched the youtube video of paris giving her short speech for her dad. fake meh? so sad though :(
    hHHAHHAHA what, nurse for baiduri, are you serious? hahahha. nabeh baiduri really likes you ah.

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