Am I ready to give back what 2009 gave me?

HARROW HARRRROOOOW!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009 is obviously a shit year for me. So 2009, go fuck cock

I did not gain anything much but i sure have lost alot. I did cherish some happy moments but seriously, most of them are as bad as fuck.

So many people turned emo, so many dramas, so many haizzzz man!!!!

But, like i said, its not so bad afterall, if i disregard relationship problems, disregard all the exam moments and JUST DISREGARD 2009 la!!! you dig??

But i do learn how to stand on my two beautiful hairless feet on my own. I would also probably learn how to differentiate a girl who loves and a girl who just needed a companion to pass her time. But the shitty thing is, i have to learn it the hard way. Don’t everyone else.. zzz…

Jelphine and I kinda combo ourselves and BE STRONG so good for us

Anyways, from the friggin Feb of 2009, till Nov, It is a piece of ugly shit, thats all, but December is all sunshine and rainbows i am probably sitting on rainbow with pockets full of sunshine Thanks to Carrie, Freddy, Rachel, Jelphine and not forgetting the Shahminans.

now for the best week of the year my last week of 2009!!!!

so one NY resolution?? HAHAHAHA!! SAY NO TO RACISM!!!!

3…2…1 OK!!!!

ITS CHRISTMAS EVE TODAY!!!!! and noo, i haven’t been hit by that kindred Christmas spirit

However, i had an amazing time today!!! everything went soooo well!!!!! first of all, Jelphine and I are suppose to be bowling at the Empire but then, nau hiaaaa!!!! Pizza Hut sent the whole troops there to bowl!!! GG MAN!!!! however, we rented a bike and showly cycle ourselves from the the country club to the beach. It is not very far, but the weather made is tiring. But hey!!! the weather was good this afternoon!!!! so, i guess it was alright.

Took pictures as usual and Jel will post them up real soon!!!!

I was late at the Christmas gathering at Ilotus just now. HOW I KNOW STARTS AT 6!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHA!! i went when they are closing :S HAHAHAHAHHAHA so uselesss. Makes me feel like i went there to eat. But i didn’t. Rachel, Becky and Jasper ate!!! lol!!!

Went to Yappy, WITHOUT FREDDY!!!! so yeahhh!!! i swear, they have serious good food man!!! Jelphine joined us later, after her dinner at the Empire. Na beh, her life revolves around that place man. so siok!

So we then 5 of us, headed to Unitek to get DVDs and then go to Jel’s place for rummy. It wasn’t very long since we just played last night at Bex’s. But then the dare started from bad to worse. (pictures will be uploaded soon) GG to Rachel man

Hide and seek was fab!!!!! As usual, we turned off the lights and start seeking and all. I was so scared that one of us might break something but thank goodness, nothing bad happened la. Chee Pin did not complain. No glass breaking but a few of them fell :S or isit just Jasper.

Came home and already got Jo San ready to chat. But before i know it…

TUT TUT!!!

Peak of happinesssssss.

HARRRRROOOOOOWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just got back from chilling with Rachel, Jelphine and Becky it was really awesome la. Haven’t been out with Bex for soooo long!!!!! and what we did today, satisfied everyone. What a night!!!!

Earlier today, went to meet Amanda for tea?? at chills. Hang out abit with Sara Nic. Carrie Chong and Rach. Oh yeah, Jimmy too!! shop for a bit la.. for some empty CDs. its really fun la!! I miss Amanda soo much!!!!! Typical her, So poppy~ go everywhere like Sultan..

So, after the afternoon hang out, back to Jel, Bex and Rach to met at night. It was really sad la… like kinda late cos i have attend a family gathering which is really important. Bigger than CNY!!!! Thats serious shit man!!!

So after my family gathering, i went to pick Bex up to meet up with Rach and Jelphine at Au’Lait. Kidna pricey ahhh the things there.. But fun times:) get to see Terry who is such a douche. Always call him, he dun come, but when other bro call, he chun chun go

So yeah, still missing Carrie and Freddy who are in Japan. After Au’lait, we, four of us, Rach, Jel, Bex and I went to Bex’s place ( WAH LAU!!! SO CONFUSING) to play rummy. HEY HEY HEY!!! not just any rummy, but this is serious truth or dare rummy!!! its superb!! how we created our own rules and typical Jel, trying to bend it and all.. Pffts

After rummy, we went to The Arch and lim teh for a while. They kinda force us to leave.. closing at 2, but it wasn’t 2 yet.. still got, 15 minutes left??? hahahaha

come back, still got Jo San to chat with. It has been ages since we last properly see each other!!!!! She is all busy wrapping Christmas gifts while i just sit and watch her:( so sad, no Christmas spirit yet…

TUT TUT!!!

It was awesome, no buts :)

Its really amazing how i have to time to blog nowadays. its quite sad la, This Fate and Kaminari is slowing down. Just have to wait for Carrie to come back from Japan to upload awesome pictures and wait for Freddy to return to see Rachel glow again.

Today is one fantastic day. To begin, i woke up earlier than ever ( 12pm) and then went to Secret Recipe for tea with Jelphine It was great seeing how we catch up with every aspect of life. Bumped into Hariz and Salwa. Haven’t seen that baby girl in AGESSS!!!! good to see they are on a date in a nice hot Monday afternoon.

After S. Recipe, we both ( Jel and I) head down to Chills and bumped into Sandeep. SO MANY BUMPING MAN!!!

Had dinner with Rachel at Thien Thien. Stupiak Seri’s branch do not have chicken. How isit possible a chicken rice restaurant have no chicken left:S

We then bumped into Azim and his cousin!! OMG!!!!! I LOVE TODAY MAN!!!!

After dinner, Rach and I went to Cheezbox and then bumped into.. noo, no more bumping KIDDINGS!!! we bumped into Gladys and her guy

So at cheezbox, i had ‘dinner?’ with Rach… and this lady called Josephine Goh. Some random chick who has so much joke and who is really stressed out from some work. Kesian man.

So yeah, finally found peace when i met Charlotte and watched Avatar with her. OMG! the movie is awesome, the company was great!!! and I DUNNO!!! i love today!!!!

i do not think i can sleep so well tonight~ i am still so hyper over what happened today especially sitting with Rach on her new car, new rented car HAHAHAH!!!

TUT TUT!!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA -Miley

HEYHEYHEYYYYY!!!!!!

I had such a good quiet day today. I have been experiencing sleepless nights for about 4 days now and not until last night, i slept all the way till today. More than 15 hrs of sleep, i reckon. i love to sleep. I miss how when i was young, sleeping in the car straight after school

Not anymore man. This is one of the many things to why i do not like to be behind the wheels. Yes, i am not one of those, WOOO 18!!!! LICENSE !!!!!!!!!!

It is kinda sad, how my dad had to force me to get one!! but oh wells, i have one now and i cannot sleep in the car as much. Well, driving is not as bad. I mean, its convenient to have your own ride. You can go out as you like. Take girls out for dates and get stuff when needed badly.

Rachel just left my house. It was a serious chilled out session. I mean, seriously!!! Like some girls slumber party, we both just stayed on the bed, talking and bitching about boys, painting nails, braiding hairs, laughing while eating cotton candy… OF COS I AM KIDDING!!!!

She came over to use the internet and then, yeah, start gossiping :S HAHAHAHAHHA and no, cotton candy, Freddy, chillax =D

So yeah, we went to Seafood Center to lim teh for a bit, talking about how Xia Xue is living a princess life of some fairytale. Honestly, when Rachel was at my place, all we did was talk abt Xia Xue and Dawn Yang and their perfect little lives( it really is lor)

My time will come

TUT TUT!!!!

Its like coming home.

I am sooo tired!!! I was at Rachel’s place watching so many crap movies till 12. Ok, we didn’t get to finish the movies. We watched abit of this and that. I chose Jersey Girl.I mean, i want to watch something funny and romantic and all those but it turned out to be fucking depressed. I mean, seriously, he hit Boom Boom Pow to the max man. Feel so sorry for him. but otherwise, its a good movie, it shows there’s more to life and those thole wise man saying.

Rachel, on the other hand, want to watch 18 year old virgin. Totally obscene and so not Rachel. It was very awkward because we were going to watch it at her house and what if her mom would want to watch along with us. What if…

In the end, we watch J.G, 18 Yr. V. , In her Shoes and i didn’t get to finish it cos i need to go home.. zzz..

But noooo, i went to Hariz’s place and stayed till 6 am watching movies, catching up, being all crazy, being ‘the person’ i thought i would had lost. But its all good.

Just came back from lunch with Ann Lau and Rachel. ‘F’ was there… but it was good to have a dude around who would understand things and all..

‘why you look at me?’ Ann asked…  <—- SO WTF RIGHT?!?!?!??!!

anyways, it was good to share shits at Cheezbox and tada.. i am home..

Tonight will be awesome, UBD and all

TUT TUT!!!!

just another day, but a different night.

Things are pretty slow nowadays. Brunei is pouring. Heavily!!!

I lim teh-ed with Rachel and Betty just few hours ago. Deep conversations we had. Surprisingly, she was the Oprah and i am the one listening to what she got to say.

We finished earlier than i had expected. So from 2.30am, i took advantage of following Rachel to send Betty home and all. Ok, that wasn’t the main idea but i was worried about a tiny woman driving all the way, the far end of life, Bengkurong.

After that, i escorted Rachel home to make sure she is back home all safe and shit, then i slowly drove back home.

So yeah, take advantage of the rain, drive slow, and then… I SWEAR, December is never a good month. It sucks so much for me. One, ok… me being single and all those shizzle, two, last year, my accident and all those fucked up thing, three, its one moneth closer to my birthday.

Just an hour ago, i witnessed an accident, and i swear, if i thanked God i was alive then, this dude should not just thank but do something more extreme man!!!! His car was wrecked!!!! and he didn’t even have a scar, he wasn’t bleeding. And worst of all, not just that the front and back of his car was wrecked, not only his car spun 360-720 degrees BUT HIS AIR BAGS DID NOT WORK AT ALL!!!!!! and he managed to walked out, carry an umbrella and run away from the car. His reason for running, scared the car catch fire.

Same case scenario, his license was expired, and HIS I.C TOO!!!!! anyone would simply say, GG, but when i found out, i said WTF!!! and not just that, he carried a green i.c … GG man

But everything was ok, i mean he is alive and all. So sent him back home to get cleaned up and then he would prolly be in the police station making statements and all.

So what a night huh? Seriously, what a night!!

TUT TUT!!!

waddup!!!!!!!!!

i am sooooooooo into the korean  world. well, thanks to Boys Over Flowers!!!honestly, it is not the best movie series ever, but the guys are hot, so fuck that~ its good!!! but other than that, i am really into Korean music now, the dance and the beat, oh sooo uplifting. Its really sad, i do not understand anything man! na beh!!!! arasoh?!?!?!

So last night, was the last night i get to hang out with Carrie and Freddy for the next 10 days, they go happy happy at Japan, whilst Rach and I will be here, and especially on the down point of my life???  oh well…

Anyways, it was great hanging out with Hariz and Carrie last night. We were so jobless and we got no idea where to head to.. we ended up at Seafood Restaurant and talked our way till 3 am.

It was good la.. i have been missing out on alot of shit from the UBD. Good shit too

well, i really wna say this, CARRIE SUCK THAT!! ALISA ROCKS!!!!!! and not your Roger Jr. And i am going to defend the seat of champs:)

TUT TUT!!

That was history. Tomorrow is a mystery.

When you tell me relationship sucks, I am not afraid to say, it is, but there is always a good side of it. I just came out of a bad relationship, while the lady came out a looong time ago. It sucks to not know whats happening around her, it sucks to know that you are clinging to hope when that ‘hope’ didn’t even exist. It sucks pretty much, but there is always a hole where you just need to crawl and squeeze yourself out of it.

Well, just found out all that. Not a pleasant piece of news to find out especially when you need to ask for the answers. But, honestly, its better to know than not know.

So here i am, surprisingly fine, and not having to be all emo and start killing the wonderful night of others. I am better than ever, and i can swear, its good to be out of it. It wasn’t a crappy relationship to begin with, but it wasn’t right as well. Well, i thought it was the right one, i thought it would be an everlasting love, i also thought that she would be the one, but now i understand why the uncles and aunties say,’ you are still young la ah boiii!!’

i haven’t been this happy for quite a while. Well, of course, i have to learn to cope with the lonely nights with no one to talk to and also see other holding hands while mine is just grasping to my phone hoping someone else would call and kill the awkwardness and emoness.

So yes, its all good and i swear, dear readers, if anything you need to know, have your friends and families and go to the beach man!! it might be the saddest place to go, but with the right company, it will turn out better than you know

I just got back from the beach at 3.44am, and i saw numerous shooting stars with Carrie. Love you so much babes!!!!!!!!!!! and we witnessed this UFO kinda star thing which moved in a zig-zag motion which probably scared us off the beach.

If anything, feel free to talk man!!

nights!!!!

TUT TUT!!!